Lost Gay Love Part 4

So I went over to my partner ex's for dinner and drinks.  Now I don't mind the whole thing that they had a past together.  Its funny though that the ex would mention there pet dog that they had when they were together. I will admit that it did bug me a little due to he went with flow.  I participated through the night, we had a few drinks which lead everyone know that leads to loose tongues in some more so than others.

So in this part of the evening the conversation of couples and the amount of time together when with your partner.  The other part of the conversation that came up was about marriage.  BINGO.  Lets talk I thought to myself. So from the conversation both my partner and the ex seem to agree on the fact that weddings are a waste of time. My partner took the time to point a finger at me to his ex and make it known that I want a wedding. And that due to the state that we are in that its is not possible to get married due to the law has not passed in this state. Understandable, but it does not mean that both can not go to another state and get married and come back to do a ceremony of unions in front of friends and loved ones.

Now with what was said and done, I figure that what I want is not being taken in to consideration, but he wants what he wants in life with my assistance. The next thing on the list to find out about is adoption which I am starting the process in the next month, which is just a week away.  This is something I am looking forward to.  I am on the fence and I can see my leg going over to the other side to start anew.

Sincerely,

Mister M